Believing, Disbelieving (Part I)

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It was a sunny day. Maple leaves were falling. However, the first snowfall happened yesterday. The sky was a diffused orange and red, while the white ground glimmered with the reflection of sunlight beaming from the bright snow. Sometimes during the first snowfall, I would wish that something unusual or romantic would happen to me. I mean, everyone believes that they are unique and destined for something great, right? That intuitive feeling was especially strong on days like this. 

I was going back to my dorm. People, like streams, rushed around me. I thought about how much I wished to have someone to walk with. I stopped at an intersection. Honking cars were deafening, everything was modern and prosperous, and yet everything was shallow and dimensionless at the same time. 

I measured the intersection. There’s a man in a suit across the street with his face hidden under a violet scarf. Yeah, he would join all the other pedestrians and rush straight past me. Suddenly, filled with anger at this world’s indifference, I put on my headphones. I gripped my orange scarf hard. It’s the only thing that gives me warmth. 

At the exact when moment I let go of my scarf, the man opposite me raised his head. For some reason, at that very instant everything began to move in slow-motion: flowing pedestrians stopped, honking cars disappeared, and only he and I existed. We stared at each other. Although he was across the street from me, his eyes seemed to be magnified and I could even see his green eyes with flecks of gold. Those brown eyes examined me attentively. Then he let go. Car horns filled my ears again, piercing through my headphones, as air whooshed by, as the pedestrians continued to cross. 

The light turned green. I began walking a little awkwardly. What just happened? Was it just my imagination? That moment was undeniable. Its effect was magical. 

He didn’t walk. He simply stood at his spot, his eyes following me as I crossed the street and walked towards him. I wished that he would stop, because I felt a soft spot developing for those beautiful eyes. 

I pretended that nothing had happened and tried to walk past him. Music beat in my eardrums while my heart was beating through my chest. 

I almost succeeded in bypassing him. Almost. When I thought that I could walk past him, he turned around. In no time at all, he swiftly grabbed my wrist, and pulled out my headphones. I was so shocked that I lost the ability to speak. And for an embarrassing twenty seconds, we merely stared at each other. 

“What do you think you are doing?” I tried to sound harsh, while speaking to a stranger who had grabbed my wrist first time we met. The tone sounded much gentler than I intended. He didn’t loosen his grip, though. And strangely I didn’t want him to let go. 

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“Strange, strange. You have to come with me,” was the only thing he muttered before he forcefully dragged me towards the direction of Central Park. 

“Okay, okay I will go with you! But loosen your grip first!” 

I mean, it all sounded crazy, heading somewhere with a stranger? I had nothing to do back at the dorm, and this man was well-dressed, and it was only eleven in the morning. I felt a curious attraction towards him, especially those brown emerald eyes, so, I went with him. 

“Okay, now I am going with you, can you give a reason as to why you want me to go with you?”

“Unbelievable. Unbelievable. You patted your ears three times when you wore the headphones and you adjusted your scarf. Your orange scarf.”

Okay, there must be something wrong him. “Oh? What do those actions suggest?”

“That you are my eternal,” he stopped a little, swallowed, then continued, “lover.”

Now I am seriously offended. Me, a lover for this stranger? Imagine someone walking up to you saying you’re his lover, eternal lover.  Although surprisingly, I can’t help but feel drawn to this person, despite the nonsensicalness of the situation. I was indignant. I realized that I was still smiling. I could feel the rigid muscles tensing on my face. I couldn’t stop smiling. I even lost the ability to control my facial expressions while walking alongside this stranger. Any indignance that I felt, remained internal, while I kept asking questions, “You are joking. Me, your lover? Love needs long-term commitment and you are just a stranger to me. And your indication of patting the ears three times, wearing an orange scarf… A lot of people do that. Also what it means to be eternal? Are you immortal?” I tried to figure out where he could have possibly come from, and if my life was in danger.

“No. I could feel things even I didn’t see. And this was the first time in ten years that a person has done this set of behaviors. And you are my- eternal lover because I am a Goblin” he said. Ugh. These days people lie without a second thought.